those who go against God... will die
Aug. 2nd, 2005 | 11:44 pm
mood:
giggly
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wee woo my family is disfunctional... in other news
Jul. 26th, 2005 | 01:53 am
mood:
creative
music: "here without you" 3 doors down
yeah other than the fact my family is soem of the most fucked up individuals you have ever seen i have other news. Im building Toys again, if you can call um that.. they are mostly wood paper and foam rubber.. designed to be moveable toys.. or just moveable starues.. which ever teh case may be. ive been doing this since i was a kid.. i always made my own toys.. usually out of pipe cleaners and yarn then graduating to sculpy... then going to digital art now... so apparently im going back to making them again. im only truely happy when im making soemthing.. so maybe this will brighten me up
hopefully
-JM
hopefully
-JM
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STILL ALIVE
Jul. 9th, 2005 | 01:32 am
mood:
bouncy
just felt like writing in this thing... though im pretty sure not many will accually see it. Ive pretty much fallen out of contact with almost everyone, save a few who i have yet to piss off. since last i updated this thing i have opened an account on Jab archives.. can be found under my listing things of my website. other than that my life is pretty much the same... in and out of relationships.. and drawing and work... work work work. so for those that accually read this stuff... im alive.
-JM
-JM
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weeee
Sep. 12th, 2004 | 12:54 am
You're a "Black Angel" which means your
an Angel of Death. You don't really care much
about people since no one was particularly nice
to you and now you want revenge for their
cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to
be with other people and you love to cause
trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't
have something that could cheer you up like
most people. You don't find joy in people or
the arts or any item or some sort. You have
darker desires and you're very secretive.
What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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yeah thats about it
Oct. 7th, 2003 | 01:15 am
mood: zombie
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(no subject)
Oct. 7th, 2003 | 01:05 am
mood:
blank
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just call me Metatron
Oct. 6th, 2003 | 12:23 am
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YOU DAMN RIGHT
Oct. 1st, 2003 | 11:55 pm
mood:
pleased

Nightmare is by far the most badass character in the game.
Similarly, you are badass. You are aggressive and you are a straight-dealer, people who dilly-dally and waste your time piss you off.
Sometimes your temper runs a little short and the people around you suffer as a result,
however, it's all just a matter of how you deal with stress.
You don't want to be messed with and people know it...that kinda respect does not come as easily to other weaklings.
Oh...and if you're ever around a casting call for a villain in a Hollywood movie, AUDITION!
Which Soul Calibur character are you?
this quiz was made by david park
thats my boy... my fave char since Soul Edge (soul blad on PS1, soul edge in arcades) but he was Siegfried in Soul edge/blade and nightmare as a hidden character (though not named Nightmare yet) then he became nightmare in SC1... which i loved and kicked much ass at... went un defeated for a long bout... then everyone quit wanting to play... so i had no one to play against (not like i had many to play with anyways) but now SC2 is here... got mine for GC... my bro got one for PS2... already got all the weapons in weapon master mode... got all hidden characters and almost beat it with everyone... but still no one to fight aginst... argh..
still...
I'M NIGHTMARE!!!!
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RANT TIME!!!!
Jul. 1st, 2003 | 01:15 am
mood: ranty
wheee its rant time.. time for me to rant and rave about any fool thing i can come p with.. beacuse lests face it... all of three people accually read the shit i sputter out.
so lets rant... first of all... the general public. as a race i despise human beigns. in so many words we are a plague, a virus, we glorify things that shouldnt be glorified and put down things that shouldnt... this is an over generalization of the race mind you.. meaning that is what most do.. now their are a few who do accually have a brain... but they are fleeting.
in retro spect id prolly wipe out 3/4 of the population if given the ability to do so... am i evil in saying that.. probably.. but who cares this is my rant.
now lets move onto sex and violence.. why is it i can make the most greusome, chop um up horror flick and show peoples innards beign ripped out of them... and only get an R rating... but if i put the accual act of two people fucking... i get the XXX brand... or an nc 17 rating. in anime you can show chick getting tworn in two with their intestings hanging out.. but they but a censor bar over their pussy... uh.. isnt that ass backward?
reguardless of what more religious people define as a sin... Sex is natural... and is not a sin.
you wanna argue with me.. go ask God.. if he/she/it tells you otherwise, have um contact me and say so.
why do i say its not a sin... how do you think you got here? did you just poop out of the ground in a cabbage patch?
NO... YOUR PARENTS FUCKED!!! so dont bull shit me with lecrtures of how sex is bad because with out it you wouldnt even be here!!!
now lets talk about war.
the big hoop la about the war between nations and shit really bugs me.. mostly because people tend to get all up in arms about it. for one.. there is no draft.. so anyone who dosent want to inlist dosnet have to.. those that have inlisted usually have a want to combat.. and thus they go to war..
NOW I SUPPORT THE TROOPS... i support anyone who will fight for their country.. just not for anyone who is quite frankly out of their mind.
now true... bush fought the war only to clean up what his daddy couldnt, and that it.. and yes.. USA dose like to play Big daddy... but common people.. quit bitching.. USA has not done anything to me.. so i got nothing against them
and yes... Saddam was a madman.... and yes.. he needed to die... but so dose a few others... so i say we go after them all... hell the world already hates the US... so why stop now.
now on to rasism
rasism is stupid, and anyone who hates someone because of what they look like is an absolute dumb ass who should be bludgened to death..
some say "well i hate (racial slur) because they done me wrong" if that be the case i should hate all white people in the world (note.. im white) because i live in a predominately white (and rasist) region... (bible belt too)
so if i must hate.. then my hate must be justified...
i hate those that have personally done something to me... i hate those that have personally done something to others i know... and i hate those who are just plain stupid. Stupidity is a disease.. for which a bullet to the brain is the only cure
on child abuse
better not get started on this.. as if you harm a child... you would pray for death long before i would ever grant it to you.
ill prolly rant more when i feel like it
so lets rant... first of all... the general public. as a race i despise human beigns. in so many words we are a plague, a virus, we glorify things that shouldnt be glorified and put down things that shouldnt... this is an over generalization of the race mind you.. meaning that is what most do.. now their are a few who do accually have a brain... but they are fleeting.
in retro spect id prolly wipe out 3/4 of the population if given the ability to do so... am i evil in saying that.. probably.. but who cares this is my rant.
now lets move onto sex and violence.. why is it i can make the most greusome, chop um up horror flick and show peoples innards beign ripped out of them... and only get an R rating... but if i put the accual act of two people fucking... i get the XXX brand... or an nc 17 rating. in anime you can show chick getting tworn in two with their intestings hanging out.. but they but a censor bar over their pussy... uh.. isnt that ass backward?
reguardless of what more religious people define as a sin... Sex is natural... and is not a sin.
you wanna argue with me.. go ask God.. if he/she/it tells you otherwise, have um contact me and say so.
why do i say its not a sin... how do you think you got here? did you just poop out of the ground in a cabbage patch?
NO... YOUR PARENTS FUCKED!!! so dont bull shit me with lecrtures of how sex is bad because with out it you wouldnt even be here!!!
now lets talk about war.
the big hoop la about the war between nations and shit really bugs me.. mostly because people tend to get all up in arms about it. for one.. there is no draft.. so anyone who dosent want to inlist dosnet have to.. those that have inlisted usually have a want to combat.. and thus they go to war..
NOW I SUPPORT THE TROOPS... i support anyone who will fight for their country.. just not for anyone who is quite frankly out of their mind.
now true... bush fought the war only to clean up what his daddy couldnt, and that it.. and yes.. USA dose like to play Big daddy... but common people.. quit bitching.. USA has not done anything to me.. so i got nothing against them
and yes... Saddam was a madman.... and yes.. he needed to die... but so dose a few others... so i say we go after them all... hell the world already hates the US... so why stop now.
now on to rasism
rasism is stupid, and anyone who hates someone because of what they look like is an absolute dumb ass who should be bludgened to death..
some say "well i hate (racial slur) because they done me wrong" if that be the case i should hate all white people in the world (note.. im white) because i live in a predominately white (and rasist) region... (bible belt too)
so if i must hate.. then my hate must be justified...
i hate those that have personally done something to me... i hate those that have personally done something to others i know... and i hate those who are just plain stupid. Stupidity is a disease.. for which a bullet to the brain is the only cure
on child abuse
better not get started on this.. as if you harm a child... you would pray for death long before i would ever grant it to you.
ill prolly rant more when i feel like it
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YOU ARE ALL 10 YEAR OLD GIRLS NOW *GLARES*
Jun. 17th, 2003 | 02:25 am
mood:
giggly

You are Professor X!
You are a very effective teacher, and you are very
committed to those who learn from you. You put
your all into everything you do, to some extent
because you fear failure more than anything
else. You are always seeking self-improvement,
even in areas where there is nothing you can do
to improve.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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wolf
Jun. 16th, 2003 | 02:51 am
Wolf Furry. ART COPYRIGHT TO: www.redpanda.com
(Sara Palmer)
What Kind of Furry Are You? (with lovely images)
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and isnt it ironic, the only female (IRL) is Ippy....
Jun. 15th, 2003 | 09:11 pm
mood:
sad
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Human Beings are a dissease...
May. 29th, 2003 | 01:33 am
mood:
giggly

Which Agent Smith are you?
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life
May. 5th, 2003 | 12:51 am
mood:
thoughtful
life is a funny thing... its this strange thing that is our existance, what we get is what we get. our body.. our personality.. our soul.. we only have one... as dose our life. in retrospect to everything around us, our lives are but a blink in the scheme of things. as such, its not good to dwell on things. wonder what might have been. if you live in the past.. then you dont really live. all we have is the future. one life.. one person.. we take what we have and make the best of it. its fate i supose... or just dumb luck. who knows? all i do know, is you take what you get, roll with the punches.
theres is no reason to ask "why me?"... why me? why anyone? in this game we call life there is no reset, there is no playing it different, the choices you make dictate what ending you will come to. In the end, most can only hope for is just to break even.
i always believe the meaning of life was to leave the world in a better shape than you found it.
its a noble thought...
i guess the most i can hope for is to be remembered...
theres is no reason to ask "why me?"... why me? why anyone? in this game we call life there is no reset, there is no playing it different, the choices you make dictate what ending you will come to. In the end, most can only hope for is just to break even.
i always believe the meaning of life was to leave the world in a better shape than you found it.
its a noble thought...
i guess the most i can hope for is to be remembered...
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(no subject)
Apr. 21st, 2003 | 02:03 am
mood:
gloomy

Midnight - You are a deep thinker, always searching
for answers and never quite at home. You are
very contemplative, and enjoy being alone with
your thoughts.
When are you?
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grrr
Apr. 21st, 2003 | 01:58 am
mood:
devious
I am 98% Evil
With a style rating of 98%
There is evil here with sufficient style to look cool
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YO
Apr. 21st, 2003 | 01:48 am
mood:
moody
I hate you *points* you *points* you *points* really hate you *points* your cool *points* your just annoying *points* i wanna kill you *Points* and i love you *points and winks*
that should cover it...
that should cover it...
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woo
Apr. 21st, 2003 | 01:45 am
mood:
amused

click here to find out which asian action superstar you are!
You are Chow Yun Fat. you
are a charming and devilishly attractive person. On one side you are strong,
wise, cool and calm.
but on the other side you enjoy chaos, bullets, guns, explosions, blondes and
have a knack for killing people.
you're primary colors of dress are grey and black. you like the expensive stuff.
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me
Apr. 7th, 2003 | 12:31 am
mood:
curious
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THINGS TO DO
Apr. 7th, 2003 | 12:19 am
mood:
lonely
1. get a life
2. get a life
3. get a life
4. get a life
5. get a life
6. get a life
7. learn to draw
8. get a life
9. get a life
10. die
things to do... things to do...
2. get a life
3. get a life
4. get a life
5. get a life
6. get a life
7. learn to draw
8. get a life
9. get a life
10. die
things to do... things to do...


